Sunday, February 15, 2009 6:19 PM
Selfish Biotch
Seems like it is all my fault...
Being friends for 6 years is a beautiful realtionship and when a stranger ruins it... you never wanna admit it is his/ her fault...
Why on earth be selfish...it is not the end of the world...y didnt i take the slow road
I have too much in me ... and wish i could scream it out
On top of that..i am too nice to also hold on to my friend's problems which makes me feel heavier emitionally...
It is so weird how i can solve my friend's problems and not mine
My story is always complicated and i really want it to be easy on me....
When will i see myself happy... so far i haven't got a hint of cheer
I really love him.... and hope his test on me is worth while and he will accept me..soon enough
Trying to stay calm... depressed all the tym but *act happy*